Twelfth Conflagration
Dec. 31st, 2009 12:07 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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Sis . . .
You remember? When we were younger . . . Back when I first learned to walk. I'd almost got the hang of it, but I just couldn't stop myself from tumbling over and crashing into things all the time -- Of course, you'd managed it perfectly already. And even then, you'd already honed your 'Stop that Palom!' expression down to an art. But you held my hand. You didn't let me give up. So we did it . . . together. We've always done everything together . . . And you promised you would always be with me. I promised you the same thing.
So how . . . How am I supposed to manage this by myself, sis? How?
. . . You've gotta come back. P-Please . . . I can't. I can't do this alone. I can't! It's too hard. It's just too hard . . . Oh, sis! Why?! It's not fair . . . We're not supposed to go solo. Neither of us . . . We're not meant to be alone. We're twins. Black and white, night and day, yin and yang! Snap out of it, Porom! Wake up! Stop saying those things! You can't do this to me; you can't you can't you can't you can't you can't!
Porom! Porom Porom Porom don't leave . . . Don't leave . . .
Don't leave me alone, sis . . .
((Those in the park about an hour after this phone conversation would do well to avoid the little boy throwing a huge tantrum.))
Sis . . .
You remember? When we were younger . . . Back when I first learned to walk. I'd almost got the hang of it, but I just couldn't stop myself from tumbling over and crashing into things all the time -- Of course, you'd managed it perfectly already. And even then, you'd already honed your 'Stop that Palom!' expression down to an art. But you held my hand. You didn't let me give up. So we did it . . . together. We've always done everything together . . . And you promised you would always be with me. I promised you the same thing.
So how . . . How am I supposed to manage this by myself, sis? How?
. . . You've gotta come back. P-Please . . . I can't. I can't do this alone. I can't! It's too hard. It's just too hard . . . Oh, sis! Why?! It's not fair . . . We're not supposed to go solo. Neither of us . . . We're not meant to be alone. We're twins. Black and white, night and day, yin and yang! Snap out of it, Porom! Wake up! Stop saying those things! You can't do this to me; you can't you can't you can't you can't you can't!
Porom! Porom Porom Porom don't leave . . . Don't leave . . .
Don't leave me alone, sis . . .
((Those in the park about an hour after this phone conversation would do well to avoid the little boy throwing a huge tantrum.))
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Date: 2010-01-18 01:36 am (UTC)((Oh say Fel . . . How heartbroken would you be if I dropped Palom? D= I know, I know. But Relm's really the only hesitation I have about dropping him. If you really want to see him stay, I'll put in a ton more effort to get Palom more active and stuff, but otherwise . . . Well, just let me know. I'm good either way. =X))
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Date: 2010-01-19 04:07 am (UTC)((Aaahhhhhh nooooooo ;A; B-but it's okay. You gotta do what's right for you, after all. I'd be sad, but it would be worse for you to keep playing him when you're not feeling it. So no worries, okay?))
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Date: 2010-01-19 04:57 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2010-01-19 05:11 am (UTC)OK, so it's not at all coercing me or anything because I was gonna replace him with another FF char already so don't worry about that.
Would you prefer Mog, Locke, or. Random of the random. Chocobo from a different FF where he plays a starring role? =P))
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Date: 2010-01-19 05:16 am (UTC)Okay that's not fair. You can't ask me to choose. XD You're sure you wouldn't be doing it just to make me happy? 'Cause anyone you play is awesome, and really, I'd be happy to tag any of your characters!
B-but. Um. A castmate would make me insanely happy. >.>))
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